Colliers time!
Jun. 8th, 2025 09:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

128/365: Colliers Country Stores
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I was treated to breakfast by someone today at the Colliers. This is a pub-restaurant a few miles west of Bewdley, near the small village of Clows (rhymes with "cows") Top. Their breakfast baps are truly excellent -- I went for sausage, bacon and tomato today. Then it was off to the next-door shop you see here. It sells some ordinary things, which are frankly expensive, but of more interest to me are the local pies and pasties, Bennetts ice cream (my favourite farmhouse brand) and cider. All of these were acquired today, so I think it counts as a successful mission! The shop also sells a few locally made ornaments and such -- you can just see some of the wooden animals (reindeer and rabbits) inside the outer door.
New family member
Jun. 8th, 2025 07:26 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
The Rev spent a few weeks researching nearby shelter websites before we went out with specific cats in mind at two different shelters that had remained on those sites through that entire time. Well, apparently, everyone and their first through third cousins had the same idea, but did it the day before. The first shelter we went to, the one we got Tilly from pre-covid, all the cats on the Rev's list had been adopted the day before. None of those left (and they're full not taking any more in except on an emergency basis) clicked.
Alright, next shelter, ditto. So we went home to regroup. We both poked around online. The third shelter in our county was down to six male cats if their website was to be believed. So, we didn't bother going there. Then I look at the shelter in the next county to the northwest, a good 45 minute drive away and passed that website to the Rev for review. Shelter was as full as the first one we looked at. So full, they were running a $25 special--any adult cat when usually, the fee was based on age of the cat with $25 usually the elderly cat fee. After a bunch of hemming and hawing, we decided to go take a look.
Cats ready for adoption are split into two rooms: Kittens and adults. Mostly out in the open unless they don't get along with other cats. Lots of cat walkways and a doorway out onto a "catio". We explained what we were looking for and met several that might fit the bill. We settled for Bee:

This was Bee's second time at this shelter, sadly. After she was initially adopted, she slipped out of the house and vanished. After more than a month, the family that had adopted her gave up and adopted another cat. A year after she vanished, Bee returned, but the family surrendered her back to the shelter. The shelter didn't have more details. So we don't know if it was a case where she didn't get along with the "newcomer" or maybe family were in a rental with a 1 pet limit.
Anyway, we were prepared to do the normal "three-three-three" integration: three days for cat who is initially brought home, isolated in one room and immediately hides from everyone/everything before finally showing themselves briefly. Three weeks until introduction to other pet(s), and three months for full integration.
Well, Bee was out of hiding, though still nervous after 24 hours. We put a grate on the doorway just to see what would happen. She and Jinx would sniff at each other with no growling. Seven days we removed the grate. There's been some paw batting by Jinx, but otherwise no issues. Now, two weeks later and you'd think the two of them had been here for years. Except Bee still isn't comfortable with the whole house yet. We've discovered this the hard way the first time she went exploring at night and got 'lost' in the kitchen and yelled out the "song of her peoples" until the Rev came down to rescue her. So, we're leaving a light on overnight in the kitchen for now.
Worcester Cathedral
Jun. 7th, 2025 09:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

127/365: Worcester Cathedral from Cathedral Square
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I was once again in Worcester to see friends today, but after I'd left that meetup I had a short time to do some shopping before my bus home. I took the opportunity for a photo, as you can see! This is Worcester Cathedral, taken from the first floor balcony in the Cathedral Square centre (a few restaurants and coffee shops, plus a hotel). I had several goes at getting a snap with all of the flags visible, but this was the closest I got! You can easily see the Ukrainian flag on the left, then the Union Flag. The third pole currently has a Pride flag, but that one refused to co-operate. On the top of the Cathedral tower is the English flag (St George's Cross). As you can probably tell from the sky, the weather was a tad iffy today, though fortunately the heavy rain held off until I was on the bus back!
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A real local legend
Jun. 6th, 2025 11:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

126/365: Teddy Gray's van, Bewdley
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This van belongs to Teddy Gray's (or Grays; they use both spellings) sweet shop, which is off to the left and round the corner. Teddy Gray's is a local fixture, having had a shop in Bewdley for generations; it hasn't changed much beyond going to metric weights (ie selling in units of 100g, not ¼ lb) some years ago. The company is based in Dudley and was founded in 1826, so it will be 200 next year! It moved to its North Street factory in 1933 and still makes sweets in a traditional, old-fashioned way. The herbal tablets advertised on this van -- "for cold nights and mornings" is a very long-standing ad for them -- are among the company's most famous products. They're throat pastilles rather than sweets as such, but everyone who's ever eaten one will recognise their distinctive smell and taste!
An intriguing by-election result in Scotland
Jun. 6th, 2025 06:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Wikipedia page including full result here. This by-election in the Hamilton, Larkhall and Stonehouse constituency was for the Scottish Parliament in Edinburgh, and was caused by the death of the sitting SNP MSP Christina McKelvie in March. The by-election was held under the first past the post system used for Westminster elections, and the top four in the result were as follows:
Labour......... 8,559 (31.6%, -2.0 pts)
SNP............ 7,957 (29.4%, -16.8 pts)
Reform......... 7,088 (26.1%, new)
Conservative... 1,621 ( 6.0%, -11.5 pts)
The six other candidates were even more also-rans than the Tories, with none of them winning more than 2.6% of the vote. Turnout was 44.2%.
I wonder how many people saw this result coming? There'd even been a front-page interview in the Daily Record by the SNP's First Minister, John Swinney, which was predicated on the idea that this would be a straight SNP/Reform fight and "Labour can't win here". In the event, they could and they did. My own view, for what it's worth, was that the SNP would probably hang on with a reduced majority, with Reform and Labour in a close battle for second. I was wrong too.
From down here in England I'm obviously missing some context, such as how much of a personal vote McKelvie had, but a few things come to mind. First, the days of the SNP simply cruising to election victories are gone. They've been in power at Holyrood for a long time now, and Swinney just doesn't have the star power of Nicola Sturgeon. "It's all England's fault, vote for us and independence" is a rather unfair way of representing the SNP's pitch, but the heavy fall in the party's vote suggests they'll need a lot more than that. They may struggle to get close to a majority in Holyrood next year.
Labour will be delighted on the surface, and after all a win is a win. However, they lost vote share since last time (2021), and only won the seat because the SNP lost a lot more. Given that Labour is an opposition party in the Scottish Parliament, getting under a third of the vote is not some kind of overwhelming mandate. I suspect that a lot of anti-Reform and anti-SNP voters simply coalesced around Labour as the least worst option. In parts of this constituency unionism is still a strong factor, and Labour might have been seen as best placed there, too.
Reform has, inevitably, got the lion's share of media attention. This has been a bit silly in places -- as someone said elsewhere, the BBC in particular has been a bit "Labour won from the SNP, now let's talk to third-place winner Nigel Farage", which is something they do far too much. Nevertheless, going from zero to over a quarter of the vote isn't something anyone can ignore. I said a little while ago that Scottish (and Welsh) politicians should not be smug about Reform's victories in English local elections and imagine they were magically immune. This underlines that.
The Tories had a terrible night. I'm sure they expected that, but it was a fall from a respectable position four years ago. They clearly lost a lot of voters to Reform, but Reform didn't only win from the Conservatives. I suspect in fact they took some from Labour -- and even some from the SNP. Although the SNP is fairly unusual in modern Europe in being a liberal, left-wing nationalist party, not all its members are of that persuasion. It would be a mistake to assume that Reform's blend of social conservatism and left-wing economics didn't appeal to some SNP voters.
First Past the Post is a poor electoral system, but it's an even worse one now we have an extra major party in the mix. I suspect that in Westminster by-elections too, we will see more results like this in the coming years, with winners on barely (or even less than) 30% of the vote. The optimist in me hopes this will finally see us adopting a modern voting system, but the optimist in me has been repeatedly disappointed over the last decade or so.
I do have one final thought about Reform's popularity, both here and in Great Britain as a whole. These days, the main traditional parties go for an almost obsessively targeted, data-driven approach to canvassing, concentrating heavily on winnable floating voters or getting their base out. That means a lot of people never see a canvasser at election time. It's easy for those voters to feel the main parties don't care about their views. There's a clear space there for a party who'll "do things differently", and some evidence suggests many Reform voters usually don't vote at all. I think the traditional parties need to take some note of this. To a certain extent, their laser focus on a small subset of voters may be helping Reform...
Come for the introspection, stay for the emo throwbacks
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Rain, rain, go away
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125/365: Dog Lane car park, Bewdley
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It was pretty wet at times today, especially but not only in the morning. I did pretty much nothing of actual interest, just worked on boring everyday stuff, did chores, got a small amount of shopping and so on. That also means I didn't get any interesting photos for the 365 -- so you get this one of a car park! Actually two, since the barriered space on the left is for staff at the medical centre, which is the building you see on the left. The public car park is the area to the right, which extends out of shot. The chemist (pharmacist) I use is just out of shot to the left, and the public library is the last building in the row, just visible in the distance.
All kinds of political stuff happening, and no I don't just mean tonight's US soap opera/horror show involving Trump and Musk. We've got quite enough to be going on with here. A Parliamentary by-election in Scotland, one of Reform's leaders resigning in a strop, the Russian ambassador partly blaming the UK for the Ukrainian drone attack... there's more, but I'm too tired to write about all this tonight.
Trying to talk to a Chinese chatbot about Tianenmen
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Long-time readers here will know that my views on AI (more accurately here, LLMs, which are only a subset of AI) are rather mixed. Unlike some people I don't think it's even necessarily desirable, let alone possible, for "AI to go away". However, neither am I an AI (okay, LLM) fanboy. Although the publicly available chatbots have improved noticeably in the last couple of years, they still have all sorts of issues -- hallucinations, repetitiveness, US bias, hectoring, etc etc.
Since yesterday was the 36th anniversary of the Tianenmen Square Massacre, I was curious to see how DeepSeek -- the Chinese chat bot most easily accessible to Western users -- would handle a question on the matter. The results were actually quite interesting, though not without serious problems and concerns. I'll share the entire conversation with you. I'd hoped to post it locally, under a cut, but DW simply refuses to co-operate and format it properly, so click on the link below to read. (No login or personal details required.)
"What happened on this day in 1989?"
Till the cows come home
Jun. 4th, 2025 09:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

124/365: Cattle below Silverwoods Way, Kidderminster
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I've finally been starting to catch up with Doctor Who. For ages I'd only seen the first two episodes of the current series, of which I had mixed feelings about "The Robot Revolution" but really liked "Lux". I also really liked "The Well", which was full-on scary in a way Who doesn't often nail these days. Probably the best episode since "73 Yards" last year. I also watched "Lucky Day", which was so nearly another great. The twist was superbly executed -- I did not see that coming -- but although I heavily sympathised with the Doctor's monologue to Conrad it seemed to have the common-these-days RTD fault of being far too unsubtle.
Today's 365 photo is from Kidderminster. Yes, oh ye of little faith, I did indeed take this picture in Kidderminster! To be precise, I was looking down from Silverwoods Way in the south of the town. These cattle are not part of a normal beef or dairy herd; instead they are kept by the local authorities to make sure that the important wildlife habitat doesn't simply end up as endless scrub. They all seem to be lazing about a bit here, which is something I rather envied them for as I passed by! You can't go right down there yourself -- that rough path is used to take feed to them -- but it makes a change to see this in a very built-up area.
A pleasant spot with an unpleasant past
Jun. 3rd, 2025 11:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

123/365: Hole Farm, just outside Bewdley
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This isn't the most interesting scene in and of itself, I know, but I chose to include it in my 365 series for a reason. This is the entrance to Hole Farm, just to the west of Bewdley. An unusual name for a farm, but although it's a tranquil place now it has a dark history. It's named after the nearby "Bloody Hole" valley, where Royalist troops were caught and massacred in 1651 after fleeing the Battle of Worcester. That battle was the final major engagement of the English Civil War (more accurately, of the Wars of the Three Kingdoms) and the Parliamentarians' victory led to the flight of the future Charles II and, eventually, Oliver Cromwell becoming Lord Protector of England. The "Bloody Hole" is rarely mentioned now, and I only found out about it myself a few years ago thanks to a small book of local history which I'd been reading for another reason.
Robert Jenrick is definitely on manoeuvres
Jun. 3rd, 2025 01:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
He lost the last battle for the Conservative Party leadership to Kemi Badenoch, but by common consent inside and outside the party, Badenoch has failed to make much of an impression. The Tories are still languishing in the polls, failing to reach 20% for ten polls running as I write. Given the deep unpopularity of the Labour government, they will feel they should be doing better than that. Of course, part of the problem for both parties is the surge of Reform, which is now routinely recording 6-10 point leads and hasn't been behind in a single national poll since mid-April. It's no longer realistic to call that a blip.
Jenrick is generally seen as pretty right-wing even by Tory standards, and he is sympathetic to many Reform policies.¹ However, he started out in politics as a centrist in the party, and that's doubtless given him a better idea than some about what mainstream voters might find appealing. His recent video in which he confronted fare dodgers at a Tube station was a political stunt, absolutely -- but an awful lot of people who wouldn't normally support him found themselves sympathising. I freely own up to being one of them. In my experience, rail fare dodgers are only rarely those who genuinely struggle to afford the cost.
¹ Though an as yet under-explored aspect of Reform's appeal is that its platform includes some quite left-wing economic policies...
And now he's weighed in against the conviction of Hamit Coksun, who burned a Quran outside the Turkish Embassy while shouting insults about Islam. Again, this is a clever political move by Jenrick, as quite a few people have expressed concern that this conviction comes close to reviving (at least de facto) the blasphemy law that was finally taken off the books in England in 2008. That concern comes from well beyond the usual right-wing tweeters: for example, the National Secular Society, which is hardly a mouthpiece for the alt-right, has contributed significantly towards Coksun's legal fees.
People have wondered for a while whether Jenrick would jump ship to Reform, but after the last week or so I think that's probably unlikely. I think he's clever enough to realise that Reform is held together by Nigel Farage, and that when Farage finally goes it's likely to splinter badly. I think what he wants to do is to take the Conservatives in a direction where they can get at least some support from "old Labour" voters, who are often quite socially conservative. I still don't like Jenrick and I would never vote for him myself. But I don't think it's entirely out of the question that he could be the next PM.
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Das Boot
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122/365: Kidderminster-Husum friendship boat
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No, not Das Boot the film! Since I started my 365 project on 1st February owing to my procrastination, I'm only now reaching the one-third mark on the journey. Today's photo is of the replica boat outside Kidderminster station, donated by Kiddy's twin town of Husum in far northern Germany. The boat was installed here last year, and it's added a very welcome splash of colour to the entrance to the station car park. Over the road in the background you can see Captain Cod's Fish Bar on the far left, and the Railway Bell pub with the white door. The road itself, Comberton Hill, is annoyingly steep if you walk up it from the town centre about half a mile away off to the left as you look at this photo.
Film post: Nell Gwyn
Jun. 2nd, 2025 12:47 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

Nell Gwyn (1934)
An interesting oldie today. Nell Gwyn tells the story of the actress who became the long-time lover of King Charles II. Amusingly, in the opening credits dialogue is said to be by the King, Nell and Samuel Pepys, with additional dialogue by Miles Malleson! Since Pepys is a minor character here and some well-known quotes from the other two are included, that's not as absurd as it sounds.¹ Sir Cedric Hardwicke is good as the Merrie Monarch, coming across as a good man with human tastes. Those include Anna Neagle, of course! This film was her breakthrough into stardom. She's a little too posh for the role, but it mostly works. Nell Gwyn was a big success in Britain and much of the world, but it hit trouble in the USA, as it had the misfortune to come out just as the Hays Code started to be fully enforced. The occasional use of words like "whore" and "strumpet" and bawdy (for 1934) scenes such as Charles openly looking behind a screen where Nell is dressing spelt problems. There's a weird flash-forward to see some 1930s Chelsea Pensioners (it does make sense in context but it's still an odd directorial choice) and some of the outdoor scenes are clearly still being shot in a silent-y way. If you're okay with Thirties staginess and slowness, though, this is a spirited and quite fun movie. Lowish three. ★★★
¹ The famous story about an American film being "by William Shakespeare, with additional dialog[ue] by Sam Taylor" seems to be only possibly true. This one is right there on the screen.
As an aside, Hardwicke was born in Lye, near Stourbridge. At the time Lye was in Worcestershire, so I'm claiming him as one of ours!
Summer is here!
Jun. 1st, 2025 11:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

121/365: Ballerina rose bush (detail)
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Well, meteorological summer, at least. That goes by complete calendar months, so summer begins on 1st June. It didn't really feel like it today, though, as it was a little on the breezy, cool and showery side. It was a quiet Sunday for me, other than a bit of gardening -- I had to lop off a few tree branches in the back garden which had become damaged. I also walked into town, but nothing much was happening so I walked back again! It wasn't quite warm enough to go and sit by the river. Still, I did see this nice rose bush in a garden. The variety is called "Ballerina" and it looked great in the sunshine. Quite a few bumblebees seemed to be enjoying it, too. :)
France to ban much outdoor smoking
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BBC News article here. I'm interested to see that, from 1st July, France will significantly extend its anti-smoking laws. It will become unlawful to smoke in a wide range of outdoor spaces frequented by children, including parks, beaches, near schools and at bus stops. Terrasses at cafés and bars will be exempt, and perhaps more significantly so will vaping. It's also very unclear how much the new laws will actually be enforced, and that's crucial to whether it makes much difference or is just showboating by the government. Even so, I'm a bit envious. The place that I hate to encounter smoking most is at bus stops, because it's the one outdoor space where I can't just move away. I'd ban that, with enforcement, tomorrow if I had the power.